Just being honest

[lovelysoul]

I know sometimes I say im content, but im really not. I truly fear being alone

Comments

Something Beautiful? Your Entry

[maliki696]

I love that. That is truly a beautiful entry. I really am kinda speechless though. May I ask to what is it that brought this emotion on? meaning your entry. you don't have to answer if you chose not to, I'll understand. It's just a really beautiful entry & what got me was "the times shared and secrets shared" & my favorite "The loyalty, the trust...the openness the rawness and realness." The whole thing was & still is plus it will never get old & always be beautiful because it's something every person wants & needs. So with that said I will to, hope to have those experiences one day instead of parts of those experiences **sighs** well I'm going to bed now, funny how we're on here around the same time,huh? anyway have a good night/morning what ever U.S or non U.S time zone u might be in.

Re: Something Beautiful? Your Entry

[lovelysoul]

Thank you Maliki, im glad that you enjoyed it. Well at the time lets just say I was overwhelmed by thoughts. I was thinking of a conversation I had with a friend about facing yourself, and I thought to myself what is my most evident self evasion? We are all in denial about something. It also came from my need to understand why its so hard for me to let people go. Just thoughts of people and how they have effected me. It seems im constantly helping others with their relationships, and neglecting my own needs and wants. I just tell myself I am content so that maybe I will be with time. Wow...is it really timeless?...im honored. In the mean time, (US time)I feel the need to retire this early morning...blessings