What a Blah Day...
I had a really boring day. I did homework for like 8 hours. That was great! I then proceeded to do four loads of laundry. It was almost as grand as fireworks. Ok, enough with the sarcasm.
My life is going really great. I'm in love with my boyfriend...still after 10 months. I've never been this in love with someone before. I have remained faithful to him, which is different from the old person I used to be. He has honestly changed me into a better person. We have all had our shares of really bad relationships, but it's amazing what a good relationship can do for you. For example, I have better self esteem because the person that I'm with now doesn't put me down. My ex use to put me down for being fat (I'm 5'2" and weighed 115 at the time), he also made fun of my small breasts and hated waking up to me without me wearing any make-up. He was always jealous and never let me do anything. I was a complete bitch when I was with him. I slept with ever other guy in town to feel good about myself. I was violent and didn't even like the person I had become. Enough was enough and I dumped him. Now I'm perfectly fine with who I am. I don't care if my breasts are small or if I have to look good before my boyfriend wakes up. I am happy with myself because Nate came into my life and just loved me for all that I was. He didn't even want to change me. I'm just really content with my life right now. I like the person that I am. Since being with Nate, I went back to college to get a better education, repaired my relationship with my mother, stopped drinking every night, became faithful, and stopped being physically violent. I've accomplished so much since my horrible relationship . I just wanted to share something more personal in my journal. You can't get to know me with "The _ of The Day".