wow this makes me really sad... but basically I don't update my lj anymore... I still have it to comment and stuff... man I have great memories with this thing ( Read more... )

UGLY you'll never get a man
no one wants a FAT girl
don't eat that... BAD girl
you're DAMAGED
not SKINNY enough
FUCKED in the head
no one WANTS you
you THINK to much
you're to INDEPENDENT
you could be so much BETTER if you were like her...

^^^its scary how much that describes how I feel about myself... =/

=(

I hate to say this... but lj is reallllly boring ( Read more... )

CURRENTLY ( Read more... )

well I really suck at updating this thing now... ummm I'll try and be better about it once school starts...

if you are interested here is the link to my xanga site... I sometimes update that one better... I dunno...http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Lovely_Lil_Chica

here is my schedule... let me know if we have stuff together!!!!

3- microbiology: English (first semester) ** Anatomy: Asmus (second semester)
4/5- Trig: Thompson
6- lunch
7/8- honors english: Liller
9/10- AP American History: Ferguson
11- Spanish 4: Lyons

I promise my updating will become more regular once school starts... honest!!!

so I had my first college class last nite... it went okay... I got homework... yuck!

umm my schedule has to be changed againnnnn! I'll post it once its all fixed...

everything else I need to say will be said in the protected post following this one...

I PASSED THE FRIKKEN EUROPEAN!!!!!!!! FUCK YES!!!!!! haha I fell... but hey I still passed!!! so I don't care lol ( Read more... )

hmmm lets see... welllll the Clay concert was soooo freakin sweeeet ( Read more... )

well hey everyone... how about an update ( Read more... )