and watch as it seeps to their hearts and beats within their virgin chests

[lovelydeception]

i want to have amnesia for the next four weeks
so i dont have to remember how great less than a mile feels
instead of 500.

in beauty and the beast the beast has this rose that dies when belle is away.
that always made me so nervous,
i hated that rose.

i feel like i should be happier given the circumstances.
but i dont belive its what i want.
perhaps i hold the idealism that i'm so against?

with love,
Rotterdam