the adventures of rain-dance summer

[lovelyable]

this is going to sound incredibly naive and (...blanking on the right word right now, omg) well-to-do/first-world/ignorant of me, but i've been so incredibly happy the past few months and would just like to mark this point in time. so, when i'm still jobless and a stay at home child and crying myself to sleep every night in 2013, i can look back

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[freefallskyline]

gd's personality disorder, yb/cl/seungri, gtop the sky is falling!!!!

[lovelyable]

personality disorder: here are part of the translated chinese lyrics to gd's song! i don't want to give all of it away, but basically gd is this kid whose parents were rich and distant and put gd in a mental institution just to have him off their hands. gd develops histrionic personality disorder over the period of years in which he is locked up. then his parents die, and guardianship is shifted over to his aunt and uncle, who take him out of the ward and try to integrate gd into regular high school life (he's about 17 at this point). top is a year older than him and his english tutor, and i guess most of the fic is about gd struggling to keep his disorder under control and to look normal so top will like him, but at the same time becoming more and more obsessed with top, who is the first person who's accepted and loved him. and top is kind of in denial about the warning signs - like gd being a compulsive liar to get attention - bc he does like gd a lot and he thinks gd needs the love and kindness that he's been denied all his life,

[envoler]

want both of these. esp yb/cl/seungri!!

[lovelyable]

lol it's been on the back burner for a while now, i should really move it up......

[lovelyable]

the sky is falling: omg i can't figure out how to write this one either,. and it's sad bc i was so excited about it. i just have to sit down and figure it out one day. it started off being an ar where gd and top were just neighbors who grow closer because the sky is ~literally falling but then i switched it to canon. it was supposed to seem like the sky was actually falling at first bc it's from gd's pov, but by the end it's revealed that gd is hallucinating, nothing is happening, and it's actually all just in his head bc he's so burned out (or, is actually losing his marbles? in which case it might've turned into this big thing in yge but. i didn't know if i wanted to do that). at some point gd figures out that nobody believes him and he gets angry that top isn't on his side about things