the adventures of rain-dance summer

[lovelyable]

this is going to sound incredibly naive and (...blanking on the right word right now, omg) well-to-do/first-world/ignorant of me, but i've been so incredibly happy the past few months and would just like to mark this point in time. so, when i'm still jobless and a stay at home child and crying myself to sleep every night in 2013, i can look back

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personality disorder: here are part of the translated chinese lyrics to gd's song! i don't want to give all of it away, but basically gd is this kid whose parents were rich and distant and put gd in a mental institution just to have him off their hands. gd develops histrionic personality disorder over the period of years in which he is locked up. then his parents die, and guardianship is shifted over to his aunt and uncle, who take him out of the ward and try to integrate gd into regular high school life (he's about 17 at this point). top is a year older than him and his english tutor, and i guess most of the fic is about gd struggling to keep his disorder under control and to look normal so top will like him, but at the same time becoming more and more obsessed with top, who is the first person who's accepted and loved him. and top is kind of in denial about the warning signs - like gd being a compulsive liar to get attention - bc he does like gd a lot and he thinks gd needs the love and kindness that he's been denied all his life, so........ asldkgjls it's just a big mess and not entirely pc. yb is gd's cousin who doesn't understand, jaejoong is top's roommate....... the slow unraveling of kwon jiyong~

yb/cl/seungri: I'VE HAD THIS IN MY HEAD SINCE 2009 LOL. i'm still not exactly sure how to write it which is why it's not done yet, but i wanted it to show seungri's possessiveness over his yb-hyung, esp around people he doesn't appreciate, like cl. it comes out more after cl and yb get closer somehow - like they do a cf, or a duet, or something together - and seungri gets more passive aggressively jealous the more he sees yb and cl finding something in each other so he starts blocking cl's way. cl thinks it's annoying, but as she and seungri spend more time together (squabbling) a strange ambiguous tension develops that they can't really put their finger on? and yb is just purposefully oblivious. idk how to end it.

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want both of these. esp yb/cl/seungri!!

[lovelyable]

lol it's been on the back burner for a while now, i should really move it up......