RIP Mr. Ahlstrand (August 31, 2006)
so my supposed to be amazing weekend has def not been.
the day will seem like it will be going ok but right before I know it
WHAM!
I'm pretty sure I was wrong.
My one month anniversary = cancelled out by Becka's dad.
My day with Kyle = ruined squared.
Work with Brilee = mummy hand
So today is the funeral. We're meeting Becka up at the cemetary for the burial. It's so weird, I never expected anything like this to ever happen. To her or to any of us. Even with my dad constantly talking about things like that, I still thought it could never happen to us. It's so upsetting knowing I can't really do anything besides just be there for her. It's so hard looking at her when we have our moments when people stop talking and seeing her eyes. She's so upset but she can't cry. She has to be strong for her girls. And seeing Jessi come down the stairs after talking on the phone, a few tears left on her cheek, I have to choke back tears. And beautiful little Gla... When I first saw her Friday, I wanted to just scoop her into my arms and hugg away her tears. I love that family and I need them to be happy. It just won't feel right without him around.
the day will seem like it will be going ok but right before I know it
WHAM!
I'm pretty sure I was wrong.
My one month anniversary = cancelled out by Becka's dad.
My day with Kyle = ruined squared.
Work with Brilee = mummy hand
So today is the funeral. We're meeting Becka up at the cemetary for the burial. It's so weird, I never expected anything like this to ever happen. To her or to any of us. Even with my dad constantly talking about things like that, I still thought it could never happen to us. It's so upsetting knowing I can't really do anything besides just be there for her. It's so hard looking at her when we have our moments when people stop talking and seeing her eyes. She's so upset but she can't cry. She has to be strong for her girls. And seeing Jessi come down the stairs after talking on the phone, a few tears left on her cheek, I have to choke back tears. And beautiful little Gla... When I first saw her Friday, I wanted to just scoop her into my arms and hugg away her tears. I love that family and I need them to be happy. It just won't feel right without him around.