Suicide Is My Only Option
Me: He won't hurt me
Person (no names I don't want anyone in trouble): thats not the point
Person: im jealous
Me: Of what?
Person: you loving him...
Person: :(
Me: I loved you, *Person* (no names)you know that I did I always will but I'm trying my hardest to get over you
Person: :/
Me: I was or am jealous that you like *Person 2* but I have to live with the fact that you won't love me again if you ever did, and I'm trying to live with that.
Person: I do though
Me: You do what?
Person: Ugh
Person: l
Person: o
Person: v
Person: e
Person: g2g
Person: Bye
Me: No WAIT
Person: YOU
Person: ...
Me: Listen...
Person: U g h w e l l h u r r y u p t h e n
Me: I can't wait around forever with hopes that you'll want me back you know. I love you a lot but I need to move on whether I want to or not because you don't want to be together.
Me: So I'm trying now before I waste my life away on hopes and dreams.
Person: All I'm going to say is this
Person: You've had me all along
Person: Goodnight sweet princess
Me: If I had you then why didn't you say anything?
Person: I said GOODNIGHT SWEET PRINCESS
Person: damn..
Person: Ugh
I've never felt so bad about anything ever in my whole fucking life. I'm so sorry Mario please don't be upset. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I love Mario, I love Person, I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want someones heart broken, but I don't want to waste away something that I may have missed out on. What the hell is wrong with me I feel like I've just killed my very very best friend over something as small and dumb as a pen..but this is bigger then that but I feel like I've just killed my best friend in col-blooded murder. Why the hell does it happen to me when everything starts to look up I ruin it for EVERYONE. This is going to affect every single person I know guranteed. God I wish I could just die right now. I'm not going to say I will kill myself because then there is the big fuss. But I'm seriously thinking about it. God this would be a great time to take Robert up on the "date" for pill-popping. God damn, you know what fuck this, fuck it all. I should just die right fucking now!!! I would be happy and Jeremy would be and Mario and Ashley and Kailee and every other fucking person I bitch too...
LOVE urs truly,
CaSsEy
Person (no names I don't want anyone in trouble): thats not the point
Person: im jealous
Me: Of what?
Person: you loving him...
Person: :(
Me: I loved you, *Person* (no names)you know that I did I always will but I'm trying my hardest to get over you
Person: :/
Me: I was or am jealous that you like *Person 2* but I have to live with the fact that you won't love me again if you ever did, and I'm trying to live with that.
Person: I do though
Me: You do what?
Person: Ugh
Person: l
Person: o
Person: v
Person: e
Person: g2g
Person: Bye
Me: No WAIT
Person: YOU
Person: ...
Me: Listen...
Person: U g h w e l l h u r r y u p t h e n
Me: I can't wait around forever with hopes that you'll want me back you know. I love you a lot but I need to move on whether I want to or not because you don't want to be together.
Me: So I'm trying now before I waste my life away on hopes and dreams.
Person: All I'm going to say is this
Person: You've had me all along
Person: Goodnight sweet princess
Me: If I had you then why didn't you say anything?
Person: I said GOODNIGHT SWEET PRINCESS
Person: damn..
Person: Ugh
I've never felt so bad about anything ever in my whole fucking life. I'm so sorry Mario please don't be upset. What the fuck am I supposed to do. I love Mario, I love Person, I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want someones heart broken, but I don't want to waste away something that I may have missed out on. What the hell is wrong with me I feel like I've just killed my very very best friend over something as small and dumb as a pen..but this is bigger then that but I feel like I've just killed my best friend in col-blooded murder. Why the hell does it happen to me when everything starts to look up I ruin it for EVERYONE. This is going to affect every single person I know guranteed. God I wish I could just die right now. I'm not going to say I will kill myself because then there is the big fuss. But I'm seriously thinking about it. God this would be a great time to take Robert up on the "date" for pill-popping. God damn, you know what fuck this, fuck it all. I should just die right fucking now!!! I would be happy and Jeremy would be and Mario and Ashley and Kailee and every other fucking person I bitch too...
LOVE urs truly,
CaSsEy