Would you find it in your heart to make this go away and let me rest in pieces
I wish this was the first day all over again.
Now that we're coming up on 1 year and some odd months, I think things have changed; and they are supposed to in a healthy growing relationship. I like falling in love with you, but I don't like being in love with you... if you can understant that at all. Because after almost 2 years you're too comfortable with the person I am to be the person you were when you met me. And you're no longer trying to sweet talk me into bed or telling me how beautiful I am to you in the morning. You're no longer understanding when I want to go out and have some fun and you aren't trying to convince me to fall in love with you anymore.
I have so much that I want you to know, but I feel like I would be wasting time explaining it to you.... because you either wouldn't get it or you wouldnt care. Either way I'd be wasting my breathe.
You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you.
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories.
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive
Now I only waste it dreaming of you.
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same
You only hold me up like this
Cause you dont know who I really am.
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive
Now I only waste it dreaming of you
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same.
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I'm not trying
You only hold me up like this
(P.S. You make me feel like being young and reckless.)