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So it's just seemed like lately Craig has been kinda mean to me && I haven't done shit to him to deserve that.
Apparently he tells people I'm "annoying" && shit like that. Whatever. I do my own thing at home. I'm not constantly following him around pestering him. I need my own space too. Linsey && me are getting along again, so we're not fighting && screaming in the kitchen anymore, so that's not annoying him. So wtf. Get over it. I'm not doing anything!!
Ashley's been pissing me off for awhile, that's nothing new. Craig still lets her have whatever she wants, && she's still taking advantage of that. She still flirts constantly with Amish && all that's new is she was retarded enough to "accidentally" rub her ass on Devin @ bible study this week with me sitting right there. Yeah, sorry? Okay, sure. Am I okay with that? Hell no. [Try it again, I dare you.] I wrote her a note expressing how I feel && I'm assuming she bitched to him about it because when I asked Craig if he && Ashley talked about me he said "No" in his typical "I'm a fucking liar" tone. I wasn't born yesterday, okay? And I did date fucking Bobby. I know when I'm being lied to.
I just wish Craig would have enough respect for me to not lie to me. && he wonders why today I took his Monster without asking, he can be mad at me for that all he wants, cuz it's payback for when he lies to me && he uses the money that he doesn't give me to buy lunch to buy energy drinks, candy && 50 packs of gum. So I starve @ lunch for that. Thanks. Cuz you need to buy "gas". Okay...
STOP LYING TO ME. I AM FUCKING SICK OF IT. EVERYONE STOP FUCKING LYING.
YOU WONDER WHY THE WORLD IS A FUCKED UP PLACE TO LIVE; IT'S CUZ EVERYONE'S OUT FOR THEMSELVES && LIES!
&& even though I'm mad && want to slice my arms up so bad, I still care about Craig a lot. Enough to see that he's been pulling away from God more && more;; && it's only just now becoming so apparent. He never used to take shit out on me for no reason. At least before there was something going on... now, what? What is going on that you feel you have to push your best friends away? Cuz it's not just me [though I get the worst];; he's bitched out Frankie too.
I can't sleep... so if you see this, text me.
I need someone.
Apparently he tells people I'm "annoying" && shit like that. Whatever. I do my own thing at home. I'm not constantly following him around pestering him. I need my own space too. Linsey && me are getting along again, so we're not fighting && screaming in the kitchen anymore, so that's not annoying him. So wtf. Get over it. I'm not doing anything!!
Ashley's been pissing me off for awhile, that's nothing new. Craig still lets her have whatever she wants, && she's still taking advantage of that. She still flirts constantly with Amish && all that's new is she was retarded enough to "accidentally" rub her ass on Devin @ bible study this week with me sitting right there. Yeah, sorry? Okay, sure. Am I okay with that? Hell no. [Try it again, I dare you.] I wrote her a note expressing how I feel && I'm assuming she bitched to him about it because when I asked Craig if he && Ashley talked about me he said "No" in his typical "I'm a fucking liar" tone. I wasn't born yesterday, okay? And I did date fucking Bobby. I know when I'm being lied to.
I just wish Craig would have enough respect for me to not lie to me. && he wonders why today I took his Monster without asking, he can be mad at me for that all he wants, cuz it's payback for when he lies to me && he uses the money that he doesn't give me to buy lunch to buy energy drinks, candy && 50 packs of gum. So I starve @ lunch for that. Thanks. Cuz you need to buy "gas". Okay...
STOP LYING TO ME. I AM FUCKING SICK OF IT. EVERYONE STOP FUCKING LYING.
YOU WONDER WHY THE WORLD IS A FUCKED UP PLACE TO LIVE; IT'S CUZ EVERYONE'S OUT FOR THEMSELVES && LIES!
&& even though I'm mad && want to slice my arms up so bad, I still care about Craig a lot. Enough to see that he's been pulling away from God more && more;; && it's only just now becoming so apparent. He never used to take shit out on me for no reason. At least before there was something going on... now, what? What is going on that you feel you have to push your best friends away? Cuz it's not just me [though I get the worst];; he's bitched out Frankie too.
I can't sleep... so if you see this, text me.
I need someone.