Feb 24, 2005 15:00
whats wrong with me? last year.. i didnt have too many friends. i didnt even bother with boys. i was constantly fighting with daddy.. and yet i always had a smile on my face. i only shed about 20 tears last year. then all of a sudden... i enter 9th grade... and im crying a fucking river!!!!! i can go maybe 3 days without crying. please tell me im not the only one who is takin this year really badly. im always at a breaking point. like this year would look like the ideall year. i have amazing, steady friends. my and my parentals are getting alongg. i had a beautiful relationship. i had a severee crush. i grew upp alot this year. but all this is takin a toll on me and i let it all out in the form of tantrums of tears.
ew this is gay. i wish things woudl go back to the way they were -- in kindergarten. everyone was like "lemme tell you a secret" then they would give a boy a kiss.. like if i did that nowadays... wow im a loserr =\ but im not the only one who wishes shit was simpler.. ehh whatever.. leave some
-anna<3