ohh what to do...
i had swim practice for the first time in awhile..
this is going to be quite obvious but oh well.. i need to get over this kid. now. like i need to find new love and move on.. i mean its sad how i lie to ppl when i tell them i am over him. its even more sad that they believe me. i guess i have shitty friends. no i dont =P. ahh idk.
all i know is that there is a sad, empty feeling everytime i look at them together. i miss that face. that laugh. that smile, grin, even that stupid puppy face. ahh im a hopeless romantic. but the sad thing is.. even if i had the chance to datee him.i duno what i would do. i duno if i could ever take him seriously. i mean i couldnt trustt him. i would have to watch him all the time.. bc although he's sweet.. he's also a lil um rowwdy ;].. ahh iduno anymore.
is that selfish of me? to want him to want me? even though it might not even lead us together? leave some..
-anna<3