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My sister got put in hospital a few days ago and I went to go give her flowers today,she looked a lot better!. that night I was over at my parents picking up my things and she coughed up all that blood I thought my heart was going to stop.but think god she is better now and I feel really bad because I went to Kyoto this weekend for a photo shoot and to do a guest part for a TV show and I had it in my mind to pick her up a present and I forgot,I feel so bad that I forgot to get her something so when I got to the hospital I gave her this wrist band with leather and sliver on it I had gotten on my first photo shoot once. It was not much but I really wanted to give her something great,but that was all I had but I hope she gets out of the hospital soon and I'm going to keep that day opened so I can help her out when its time for her to come home.The party for the Chinese shoot went ok I guess, I have never been much into the party part of things because I'm always told what to ware and how to act,and most important thing "how to talk around people". I always see a lot of people there who call me there "friends" and the truth is I really dont like them, they are always talking about people and making fun of the quiet people.why cares if they want to be shy and quiet! thats who they are!. I don't like fake people who pretend all the time to be someone they are not,such as puting on a smile and being sweet to someone then talking about them later behind there back. GOD! I hate these partys but if I want to keep my job I have to go and that pisses me off.