1 day
i only went sch fer 1 day this week.
and i'm feeling terrible.
i miss sch suddenly.
maybe its time i focus.
i remember having this lost feeling before o levels.
and it was mummy who wake me up and left me crying in the nights.
and i decided to work hard.
and i made it.
nowadays.
i'm facing alot of stress.
and i really wanna give up already.
i'm tired.
i gather all my courage.
and yet, i still cant bring myself to talk to him.
i am a coward.
i cant bring myself to say the sorry that i own him.
and it really hurts.
ronald asked me.
did you regret.
and i replied.
if this is the end, then yes. i dont want things to end this way.no matter how much i wanted to tell M that i like him, i didnt wanna sacrifice my friendship with A.
if only i didnt tell him.
maybe things will be different now.
or if i have the courage to just a conversation with him.
bye world.
and sorry for the emo post nowadays.
i really wish i can just disappear.
I STILL FEEL LIKE QUITTING SCHOOL.