Oct 11, 2006 01:11
Why? Why do I continually SETTLE?
Is it seriously that difficult for me to wait around for someone who is worth my time and energy and feelings?
Someone who treats me like a princess and makes me feel amazing?
Why do I always manage to like guys who make me feel like absolute shit?
And the worst part, is that I am completely blind to it until it's all over and done with, and then I'm left wondering what the fuck I was thinking.
Am I on drugs?
I wish there was some excuse for my behavior.
But whatever.
I'm just glad that I could see through everything before it was really too late.
The sooner the better.
And the best part is, I know how fabulous I am.
I am confident enough in myself to know that I deserve better.
And that I won't stop until I get it.