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there are some people who i just do not have the time or energy to deal with.
like, honestly, it isn't worth it to me.
and why do people have to be so self-righteous??
can't they ever just stop and say "ok, maybe i'm wrong."
ugh.
whatever.
i wish i didn't let things affect me so much. i could care less what you think, but it still hurts to hear it.
there comes a time in your life where you have to evaluate the people you surround yourself with. you stop and decide whether they are worth your time.. and often, many of them aren't. we get so caught up in other things that we can't get rid of the people who bring us down. that is why i have so little patience for people these days. time is precious, and while i have my whole life ahead of me, i'm not about to waste any of it.
so i eliminate.
eliminate the people who make me feel dumber after hanging out with them.
eliminate the people who think they're better than others.
eliminate the people who don't have anything to contribute to anything.. ever.
eliminate the people who only have negative things to say.
there's enough negativity in this world as it is.
but seriously.
i want to live a happy life, and part of that includes surrounding yourself with loved ones. people who make you laugh and smile and think and feel and just generally do something that is good for you.
and it's the people who make you feel bad.. or even the ones who are so boring that you don't feel anything at all.. that you just have to cut out.
and it may be harsh.. but you have to do what you have to do.
so thats it.
you are the way you are, and i am the way i am.
i don't see it improving.
the end.
writing that feels better than i thought it would.
on another note.. i am such a forgetful person. it's mainly because i have a million thoughts running through my mind at any given minute of the day, that the second i think of something, i immediately forget it. so i'm constantly having to make myself lists to remember the stuff before i "lose" it, but then i forget that i made the lists, and they pile up, and i won't look at them until after they don't matter anymore.
and i'm like that when it comes to everyday stuff i need to get done.. or when it comes to important things in my life that i want to do.. like travelling, or writing letters to the people who've made a difference in my life.
if only i were more organized.
but that will never happen.
i think too fast, and that isn't going to change.
so.
not that i'm making excuses, but that is why i sometimes don't call people back.
or forget plans.
or don't clean up after myself.
and i apologize in advance.
oh yeah.
and listen here.
unless i ask for your opinion, don't give it.
i write in this thing to get my own thoughts out.
if i had a question, i'd ask it.
but if there's no question, it means i'm just talking to myself, trying to sort things out, and it means i don't want your opinion.
haha.
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kelly.
like, honestly, it isn't worth it to me.
and why do people have to be so self-righteous??
can't they ever just stop and say "ok, maybe i'm wrong."
ugh.
whatever.
i wish i didn't let things affect me so much. i could care less what you think, but it still hurts to hear it.
there comes a time in your life where you have to evaluate the people you surround yourself with. you stop and decide whether they are worth your time.. and often, many of them aren't. we get so caught up in other things that we can't get rid of the people who bring us down. that is why i have so little patience for people these days. time is precious, and while i have my whole life ahead of me, i'm not about to waste any of it.
so i eliminate.
eliminate the people who make me feel dumber after hanging out with them.
eliminate the people who think they're better than others.
eliminate the people who don't have anything to contribute to anything.. ever.
eliminate the people who only have negative things to say.
there's enough negativity in this world as it is.
but seriously.
i want to live a happy life, and part of that includes surrounding yourself with loved ones. people who make you laugh and smile and think and feel and just generally do something that is good for you.
and it's the people who make you feel bad.. or even the ones who are so boring that you don't feel anything at all.. that you just have to cut out.
and it may be harsh.. but you have to do what you have to do.
so thats it.
you are the way you are, and i am the way i am.
i don't see it improving.
the end.
writing that feels better than i thought it would.
on another note.. i am such a forgetful person. it's mainly because i have a million thoughts running through my mind at any given minute of the day, that the second i think of something, i immediately forget it. so i'm constantly having to make myself lists to remember the stuff before i "lose" it, but then i forget that i made the lists, and they pile up, and i won't look at them until after they don't matter anymore.
and i'm like that when it comes to everyday stuff i need to get done.. or when it comes to important things in my life that i want to do.. like travelling, or writing letters to the people who've made a difference in my life.
if only i were more organized.
but that will never happen.
i think too fast, and that isn't going to change.
so.
not that i'm making excuses, but that is why i sometimes don't call people back.
or forget plans.
or don't clean up after myself.
and i apologize in advance.
oh yeah.
and listen here.
unless i ask for your opinion, don't give it.
i write in this thing to get my own thoughts out.
if i had a question, i'd ask it.
but if there's no question, it means i'm just talking to myself, trying to sort things out, and it means i don't want your opinion.
haha.
<333333333333333333333333333
kelly.