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I'm not over it yet.
I mean, I'm over you.
I'm just not over the entire situation.
So no, we cannot be friends.
At least for now.
And "for now" is going to be a long fucking time.
In other news.. I have a semi-formal date! I'm really excited because he's going to be so fun. Actually, it wouldn't really matter how fun he is because nothing can be worse than semi-formal LAST year... hahah. That was so terrible. And you don't want a reminder.. trust me.
It was just one of those things in life where you get over it and laugh about it later.
I was a little sad to leave work. It just makes me feel like I'm not doing anything. But I had a good time this weekend. On Sunday when I left, G gave me his "Employee of the Month" plaque. I tried to refuse, but I know that he cares about me and I know that sometimes when you give someone something that means a lot to you, they don't want you to say no. So eventually I gave in. It just means a lot that he cares enough to give me something important like that. And then, when I went out to my car, he had left a single rose on it.
I feel bad though. He gave me a plastic bracelet during the summer. And he has one just like it. And he always wears his, but I think I lost mine. So every time we work together, he points at his wrist, and looks at mine.. And I feel awful. Deidra told me I should just go to Claire's and buy one just like it or something..
I want to dye my hair.
I need a change.
I don't have money to get my hair done again by my stylist.
So I think I'm just going to have a girl in my sorority do it.
But I don't really know what color.
I usually go darker in the winter, so that's probably what I'll do.. but I don't know if I'll pick chocolate brown or auburn or something, I haven't decided.
Tonight I had hot chocolate with marshmellows and it was absolutely amazing. But it wasn't the same as when you drink it outside in the cold, with mittens on, with someone you like.
I'm excited for this winter. Steph and I told Pino that we were going to visit him in Boston so we can see some snow. Not that it never snows here, but it's a rare occasion. And it's never a LOT of snow. So I can't wait!! And I really want to visit Karla in NYC for New Years.. that would be incredible.
I just have so many plans. And never enough time to do all of them.
But I have to go to bed.. I told Ashley I'd get breakfast in the morning. And now all I need to decide is if I should wake up extra early so I can get an omelet and a smoothie.. or sleep in and get the crappy stuff. Hmm...
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kel.
I mean, I'm over you.
I'm just not over the entire situation.
So no, we cannot be friends.
At least for now.
And "for now" is going to be a long fucking time.
In other news.. I have a semi-formal date! I'm really excited because he's going to be so fun. Actually, it wouldn't really matter how fun he is because nothing can be worse than semi-formal LAST year... hahah. That was so terrible. And you don't want a reminder.. trust me.
It was just one of those things in life where you get over it and laugh about it later.
I was a little sad to leave work. It just makes me feel like I'm not doing anything. But I had a good time this weekend. On Sunday when I left, G gave me his "Employee of the Month" plaque. I tried to refuse, but I know that he cares about me and I know that sometimes when you give someone something that means a lot to you, they don't want you to say no. So eventually I gave in. It just means a lot that he cares enough to give me something important like that. And then, when I went out to my car, he had left a single rose on it.
I feel bad though. He gave me a plastic bracelet during the summer. And he has one just like it. And he always wears his, but I think I lost mine. So every time we work together, he points at his wrist, and looks at mine.. And I feel awful. Deidra told me I should just go to Claire's and buy one just like it or something..
I want to dye my hair.
I need a change.
I don't have money to get my hair done again by my stylist.
So I think I'm just going to have a girl in my sorority do it.
But I don't really know what color.
I usually go darker in the winter, so that's probably what I'll do.. but I don't know if I'll pick chocolate brown or auburn or something, I haven't decided.
Tonight I had hot chocolate with marshmellows and it was absolutely amazing. But it wasn't the same as when you drink it outside in the cold, with mittens on, with someone you like.
I'm excited for this winter. Steph and I told Pino that we were going to visit him in Boston so we can see some snow. Not that it never snows here, but it's a rare occasion. And it's never a LOT of snow. So I can't wait!! And I really want to visit Karla in NYC for New Years.. that would be incredible.
I just have so many plans. And never enough time to do all of them.
But I have to go to bed.. I told Ashley I'd get breakfast in the morning. And now all I need to decide is if I should wake up extra early so I can get an omelet and a smoothie.. or sleep in and get the crappy stuff. Hmm...
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kel.