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i've had the longest day ever. and by writing this instead of my essay question is going to make it longer.
i had to work this morning! i have to work every morning so i don't know why its a big deal. but i worked with katie which is always awesome. then i had class x2. I fell asleep in my polisci class and stayed awake during my earth science class. odd. because its usually the opposite. then after those two i had to go teach the middle school bible study. on my to church i got my period. gross.
the bible study went well. i have a lot of really great kids, and a lot who are from really awful homes. i really hope to make a difference in their lives. i'm not saying i want to beat them with the bible, but i do want them to take a few good life lessons from it.
after bible study i saw a lot of my old kids from the preschool. it was so nice! all my angels are getting so big! I was suffocated with hugs! there's not a better feeling in the world then a child you adore who comes running across a room to give you love!
then i had to babysit. that was the same old routine. bleh.
on my way home i called john and it kind of sucked. not that he was mean or anything, but i literally just listened to him talk for ten minutes and then he had to go. i was kind of hurt he didn't even ask "how are you" or "how was the first day of bible study" or ANYTHING along those lines. i mean, he had a lot of really great things happen to him today and I love hearing him get excited about his major and those things. but i kind of would have liked to tell him about my day. or how nice it was to be back in the church atmosphere and share my knowledge with the middle schoolers. i also wanted to tell him i was going to skip my class and ride to jax with some friends to go see shane and shane and maybe sneak out to see him. but after him not even asking me anything.. i just kind of feel like i should stay. i'm not bitter but geesh. i've just had a long exhausting day and just wanted to hear sweet nothings.
i think i'm going to downtown get down again friday night. it was so awesome! nick is going to be there too, which will be fun. katie and have decided to make it tradition. so regardless of whether john comes or not, i'm having fun. screw it. (john has changed his mind like 3 times in the last day on whether he is coming or not)
gosh, i'm sorry i'm bitching. but i am in such a bad mood.
so school sucks. seriously. i don't want to go anymore. no more classes or teachers. maybe i'll just take a few real estate classes and get into that.
i don't care. bleh. whatever.
i had to work this morning! i have to work every morning so i don't know why its a big deal. but i worked with katie which is always awesome. then i had class x2. I fell asleep in my polisci class and stayed awake during my earth science class. odd. because its usually the opposite. then after those two i had to go teach the middle school bible study. on my to church i got my period. gross.
the bible study went well. i have a lot of really great kids, and a lot who are from really awful homes. i really hope to make a difference in their lives. i'm not saying i want to beat them with the bible, but i do want them to take a few good life lessons from it.
after bible study i saw a lot of my old kids from the preschool. it was so nice! all my angels are getting so big! I was suffocated with hugs! there's not a better feeling in the world then a child you adore who comes running across a room to give you love!
then i had to babysit. that was the same old routine. bleh.
on my way home i called john and it kind of sucked. not that he was mean or anything, but i literally just listened to him talk for ten minutes and then he had to go. i was kind of hurt he didn't even ask "how are you" or "how was the first day of bible study" or ANYTHING along those lines. i mean, he had a lot of really great things happen to him today and I love hearing him get excited about his major and those things. but i kind of would have liked to tell him about my day. or how nice it was to be back in the church atmosphere and share my knowledge with the middle schoolers. i also wanted to tell him i was going to skip my class and ride to jax with some friends to go see shane and shane and maybe sneak out to see him. but after him not even asking me anything.. i just kind of feel like i should stay. i'm not bitter but geesh. i've just had a long exhausting day and just wanted to hear sweet nothings.
i think i'm going to downtown get down again friday night. it was so awesome! nick is going to be there too, which will be fun. katie and have decided to make it tradition. so regardless of whether john comes or not, i'm having fun. screw it. (john has changed his mind like 3 times in the last day on whether he is coming or not)
gosh, i'm sorry i'm bitching. but i am in such a bad mood.
so school sucks. seriously. i don't want to go anymore. no more classes or teachers. maybe i'll just take a few real estate classes and get into that.
i don't care. bleh. whatever.