constantinople

Jun 20, 2004 00:46

finally it's over with, i've completely met her, and i know her from experience at least somewhat. parts of tonight made me hesitant to feel anything good at first, but then it just eased itself and the parts the caught me by surprise soon proved to be for the better. it makes it easier on me, i guess you could say. and i finally feel content with everything, and i finally can let myself feel like i have no worries. not in an insulting way, not like it's one of those pretentious girlfriend snobby thoughts, just in the way he leaned to my ear and whispered, finally, so very sincere "don't worry, nothing's going to happen", i felt it in his voice and in the way he held me that he meant it. he doesn't want anything to happen, and he's not going to let it. again my white (yet pleasantly beaner) knight in shining armor has swept me off my feet, and i'm so very in love.

ellen and i started off waking up on the floor of the computer room. i offered that we take Public Transportation to the Downtown Area, and she graciously accepted. and so we galavanted (i think thats a word) downtown and had good fun. first, we ate at peggy sues. that was a mejor disappointment, because peggy sues rips you off and charges you 400 dollars for a small dry cheeseburger with ONLY ONE PICKLE. then we pranced around the black parade, i mean farmers market, and i bought a water balloon yo-yo from a nice guy. then we ate quiznos. then we went to the tech museum and played with the sticks that quack when you flip them upside down, by turning 20 upside down all at once. it was a loverly chorus. then we bought rock candy, and i got a fan with candy in it and ran around the tech museum mad, making roller coasters and santa claus-like robot pictures. then we pet the pigs', i mean cops' horses, and we bought new water balloon yo-yo's because mine went missing in the museum, and we took Public Transportation back. somewhere in there i bought bright green shoes at a funky place hidden downtown. they're beautiful, and broken. we also ate at quiznos, not that it was of any significance. after all of that fun and joy, when we got home i called the love of my life (skott) and he came to say hi, then we collectively decided to venture downtown to hookah, where ryan and jessica showed up later on, then kelly, and we all had a grand ball. it really was great. and best of all, i saw skott. i love him so much, so very fucking much. skott, i love you!
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