so i start work tmr, i'm honestly quite scared ( Read more... )

i've this inexplicable urge to run. i start my new job Monday and at first i was so so so happy n excited. now, all i'm doing is googling plane tickets out of this sunny island of singapore ( Read more... )

So much things to do ( Read more... )

I quit my job on Sunday,last day of work today. It was sad actually,leaving ( Read more... )

i feel like the worst girlfriend on earth.
SHIT LA.

unreasonable demands, horrible distraction.

shhhh,
don't tell me what to do.
don't ask me why i'm stuck.

you know what's annoying? we spent $20,000 on your education and you still haven't found a job!

shhhh,
dont offer me solutions,
don't drive me to the ground.
can't you see,
i'm already down?

just quit already. money isn't a problem. i can give you money.

shh,
don't tell me it's going to be okay,
don' ( Read more... )

I remember walking through the arts walkways last semester,
worried, but still hopeful.

note to self,
I had strength then,
I still have the same strength now.

Stop being so afraid!
Live high,remember?

clean, polished lines ( Read more... )

Oh,if you only knew ( Read more... )

i always wait,
when things are good,
for things to sour.

poised high,
tight strings,
that slacken,
the moment i'm at peace.

and then i fall,
drop,
tumble, 
in a mess of what i used to know.

biting words.
shameful,
lazy,
scared.

i know, these aren't me,
yet as parents,
i once thought you'd know better.

guniang,
lame,
stupid.

i know,
this isn't us.
so why does it annoy me ( Read more... )