Mar 22, 2004 18:02
yesterday * finished my project. watched the practice it was a good one ;] the practice owns. enough said here.
today * i woke up sick.. i wanna cut my nose off! science i 4got we had that project due but i didnt do it yet.. espanol we studied for the quiz thing w/e.. math we got this paper im totally clueless on how to do it.. lunch i was talking to everyone.. i handed in my project. some people are suck ups.. us his me, marian + justine were having our lovely chats =) health was boring.. issues we did that whole history day thing.. kelley had track & i didnt feel good so it worked out good i guess.. i worked on my journal all day i better get comments on how rad its looks.. i even did the use info.. oh yea fuck mcdonalds they quit making my chesse stix i wanted to throw something..
i know i will always stop & see you and we`ll run into each other`s fucked up lives
* so far things are ok.. 8 days so far this is a good thing. trying to stay scar free =) i just need to focus on being happy and laughing.. as for panicing im doing so-so.. this morning i wanted to vomit.. ok i was on the bus someone sat next to me i dont like them very much they kept leaning on me as the bus turned crushing me.. then i just pictured the bus crashing and burning then the bus getting smaller.. i wanted to scare get off me but instead i started to shake and black out.. =( in the afternoon i sat sorta in the back.. no1 next to me ;]..
* i really hate people who wanna talk about me then when i come around just act all shy.. its okayyy you can go back to talking about me so i can hear you and defend myself.. and then when they look at me.. how dare you? some people make me sick. nothing else to say.
later dayz
lotta