fuck you aurora
yesterday * watched radio with my family.. i loved it just like i told tom n jordo they would too.. came back online then went to sleep shorty after..
today * i woke up got in the shower.. fought with dad about the ticket i found to texas for april 17 to the 25th for only $350 good price.. hes an asshole. i got in the shower then went to gamas house.. she gave me a ring that looks like a spoon, a cross necklace that looks kinda gothic-ish i adore it and a necklace with a bullet on it -- its sex. i asked her to help me with my anglish project to make time pass by.. came home finished my project.. now im going to try to fix my printer oh joy =) wish me luck.. and guess what? im getting a cold right before capt why thanx you mister bus driver who left me in the cold for 45mins on wens and thurs.. ;]
i know i will always stop & see you and we`ll run into each other`s fucked up lives
* nothing to really write about other than the normal im lonely & i think im getting sick. i wish my life was exciting as it was last year. nevermind i cant be friends with those same people i was friends with last year. oh how things and people change..
* i wrote another poem if anyone cares to read. enjoy.
its just a game
okay, you win lets play a game its called “love strike”
rock, paper, scissors, shoot (hand motions)
you just shot me down like a bird in the sky
i know you didn’t mean to hurt me but you did
or am i just making up excuses for you again?
you choose to take this path knowing it would cause me pain
don’t worry about it temporary pain for permanent pleasure
maybe i give in too easy or maybe you like breaking hearts
we won’t find that answer out until i’m in tears & your smiling
every time were alone together i think about your motives
scares me to think I could be your new target of happiness
can’t you just throw rocks at me then make a paper heart and cut it with shiny scissors?
or are you the type to get things over and done with?
it just takes one shot to hit me in the heart & i’m forever yours
i’m being tortured by your game i quit
later dayz
lotta
today * i woke up got in the shower.. fought with dad about the ticket i found to texas for april 17 to the 25th for only $350 good price.. hes an asshole. i got in the shower then went to gamas house.. she gave me a ring that looks like a spoon, a cross necklace that looks kinda gothic-ish i adore it and a necklace with a bullet on it -- its sex. i asked her to help me with my anglish project to make time pass by.. came home finished my project.. now im going to try to fix my printer oh joy =) wish me luck.. and guess what? im getting a cold right before capt why thanx you mister bus driver who left me in the cold for 45mins on wens and thurs.. ;]
i know i will always stop & see you and we`ll run into each other`s fucked up lives
* nothing to really write about other than the normal im lonely & i think im getting sick. i wish my life was exciting as it was last year. nevermind i cant be friends with those same people i was friends with last year. oh how things and people change..
* i wrote another poem if anyone cares to read. enjoy.
its just a game
okay, you win lets play a game its called “love strike”
rock, paper, scissors, shoot (hand motions)
you just shot me down like a bird in the sky
i know you didn’t mean to hurt me but you did
or am i just making up excuses for you again?
you choose to take this path knowing it would cause me pain
don’t worry about it temporary pain for permanent pleasure
maybe i give in too easy or maybe you like breaking hearts
we won’t find that answer out until i’m in tears & your smiling
every time were alone together i think about your motives
scares me to think I could be your new target of happiness
can’t you just throw rocks at me then make a paper heart and cut it with shiny scissors?
or are you the type to get things over and done with?
it just takes one shot to hit me in the heart & i’m forever yours
i’m being tortured by your game i quit
later dayz
lotta