Comments | lovedestroyedme: so its cool now right ?

lovedestroyedme

so its cool now right ?

Nov 15, 2003 19:50

now i'm going to rant on breaking edge.

Now a lot of my friends have been doing it lately.
And it wasnt really a big issue to me because I am not the person to judge my friends based on their beliefs.

but

( an event happened on friday ... )

Comments 14

iplaymurder November 16 2003, 05:16:26 UTC

someone once told me, straight edge should be about embracing mistake, because your so true, that you want to go back to being it because it was your life and meant everything to you, but im no say i support that to the fullest, i believe if your true, its a big part of your life, but then again if your so true you would have never broken edge to begin with. i dont know. just soemthing to think about, thats all.

lovedestroyedme November 16 2003, 05:30:42 UTC

yeah i think youre right. but i dont think you should embrace mistake. it just doesnt make sense. being edge is a commitment and a promise that a person should make only and if only they have the will power to stay committed and to stay faithful to it. You have to have at least SOME motive to become edge. whether it was a family member and friend or anyone who did drugs or was an alcoholic or was a slut. WHO KNOWS. either way you should only promise yourself something that you can stay true to. Otherwise, those who are your friends and respect your decision and etc. start to lose that respect for you.

cowgirlxcore November 16 2003, 05:49:00 UTC

amen.

myfsturface November 16 2003, 11:57:02 UTC

people make promises to themselves all the time and a lot of em arnt kept... however that has nothing to do with promises you make to your friends and yes i do have proof of that... everyone of my friends will tell you im loyal as fuck, just ask them. so by breaking a promise to yourself doesnt mean that your going to break promises made others... at least thats how it is with me.

-Matt the weak stupid hypocrite

lovedestroyedme November 16 2003, 22:04:14 UTC

you are right matt. but in most cases a lot of people make assumptions. and when someone isnt loyal to themselves it makes people perceive a different perspective of you.
I dont know personally from YOU about promises but from my other friends it has happened

myfsturface November 16 2003, 22:13:52 UTC

that sucks.

ashleymosh November 16 2003, 20:04:18 UTC

thats so sad.. with your friend..
i full understand girly <3 nothing but love

lovedestroyedme November 16 2003, 22:05:54 UTC

yeah it ws sad.
i miss you ashley i want to see you.

ashleymosh November 16 2003, 22:23:25 UTC

yeah im leaving sooooon. after the game

lovedestroyedme November 16 2003, 22:28:13 UTC

:0(

wiresxandxwaves November 17 2003, 03:49:52 UTC

Ok Joyce when you said another one of your friends broke edge, i really hop you weren't talking about me because i NEVER claimed edge and I told you exactly why. Because I a not sure of the decisions I will make in the future. I am also not sure, of how I will feel in the future and I didn't wanna be a hypocrite to myself. So I hope u weren't talking about me. Also, u are saying Michele is a bad friend for not being there when u know who needed her but u know what? Itzel isn't responsible for you know who's actions so she isn't responsible for her. U know who chose to get drunk on her own. We didn't pressure her, we didn't force it dwnt heir throat. Because I think that if Itzel was being a bad friend then so was I. So that's just how I perceive it.

wiresxandxwaves November 17 2003, 03:52:33 UTC

Oh yeah and that one time in my comment when I said Michele I meant to say Itzel. late pizza.

lovedestroyedme November 17 2003, 05:21:20 UTC

i wasnt talking about you breaking edge. i already KNEW you werent. i was talking about itzel.
and you know what. you are right. itzel isnt responsible for what michele did BUT being a good friend means to always be there when someone needs them. Instead of doing something that YOU want to do. Just like how i wasnt going to let michele leave my house because i was afraid of what would happen to her. And you're right she did chose to do it. But .. she recognized her fault. And decided not to ever do it again.
But you werent a bad friend michael. You were the only one who helped her until you found me. You were there for her. You stayed with her when itzel left to go party and get drunk some more with her friends. Now what kind of friend is that ?

wiresxandxwaves November 17 2003, 06:10:51 UTC

Ok you know what I completely agree with you about the friends thing. And after reading your comment just now, I've realized that I have no true friends. NONE of you including: you, Michele, or Itzel are there for me. NONE of you have done SHIT for me but I'm constantly doing things for you which is gong to stop as of this moment. None of you have helped me when I needed help. None of you have told me, it will be okay when I was realy sad or even suicidal last year. None of you have done anything for me but Michael is constantly being a good friend. So fine w/e. I'm just friendless. Even Joe hates me. But guess what? I'm not gonna cry about it. I'm just gonna be me. I'm not gonna disrespect you like Itzel and I'm not gonna do everything in my power to make you like me. If you like me, you like me, if you dont, you don't. Yeah I may be annoying, and I may be hard to get along with. Butnone of you guys have said I haven;t done anything for you. But what can the three of you say you've done for me? Michele did that to ( ... )