now i'm going to rant on breaking edge.
Now a lot of my friends have been doing it lately.
And it wasnt really a big issue to me because I am not the person to judge my friends based on their beliefs.
but
that made me so completly annoyed and heartbroken and just very upset.
I'm not going to say their name but one of my close friends got incredibly drunk at the park with another friend on mine who ALSO broke edge that day when she ditched school and i didnt even know about it until her and michael fortunately saw me walking home from school and came up to me asking for my help.
I was just apalled because she was so drunk she could hardly walk and i had to carry her and take her to my house where then she repeatedly threw up.
I saw her in tears and asking for my forgiveness because she assumed that i would disown her friendship for BREAKING EDGE.
but i told her it was okay and that i was there for her.
the POINT is.
i just dont feel that it is right for someone to claim something that they so passionately had beliefs for and then just give it up it like it never was a part of your life.
Even if its not claiming EDGE, but making a PROMISE to yourself and then breaking it shows people how you really are.
Are you going to break a promise to me ?
AND you are showing all those people you once called STUPID or IGNORANT or anything else because they were getting shit-faced, that you are absolutely the same. WEAK.
So now WHOS THE ONE WHOS STUPID?
you're all a bunch of fucking hypocrites.
And its pathetic.
And I dont feel sorry for you.
Because YES its YOUR choice but you choosing to be an idiot makes other people who do maintain the title of being edge look extremely bad.
Sensible drinking is okay but drinking to the point where you cant even see who youre talking to.
Or you cant even walk straight is just ridiculous.
Being Edge isnt a trend.
Its dedication. Its commitment. Its responsibility. Its devotion. Its a way of life.
Breaking Edge is the easiest thing to do in the world.
Its like taking a rock and throwing it at a window.
But its the people who are passionate and willing and have the ability to stay faithful to that promise that they made to themselves.
I know its rude of me to say but i've been pushed to speak my mind.
“and i can't blame you for your utter weakness, but you can't blame me for my disgust”
the fucking end.