Cleaning
I think my Sundays are back, finally. Missed them. Cleaning, planning, take care of stuff. It's nice.
C. S. Lewis...ROCKS! Watching the PBS documentary on Freud and Lewis, two seemingly very different people, yet there is a lot of over lap, particularly with their ideas that love is an instinct, and that people are capable of good. They differ where Freud feels that they are equally capable of evil, yet Lewis would dissent. He might state that people are inherently good, given our history ("we haven't killed ourselves, yet"), and that wars happen when people desire good out of their own existence and their "tribes".
I miss being smart.
Throwing away more Tracey stuff was neat. My mom saw a picture of her and I and said "You two looked good together..." and I stated, "Yeah, when we weren't arguing".
I know people consider Evanescence a bit boring, but, honest, I don't. I find them refreshing in the face of Green Day, et. al, because that can get old really quick.
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I actually PURCHASED an album the other day that I found fantastic...
"The Ditty Bops". Wow. It was awesome.
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I am so much in a great mood. Wow. I am free.
And, to quote a popular movie, "My eyes are open..."
So, in terms of Miss Lynch, I am done. It's been way too hard to even enjoy.
All we do is "discuss" things and "talk" about serious stuff. I know that she misses that from me a lot. But, that was like Me1.3. And, I feel bad. She doesn't have a lot of CLOSE friends. I know she wants me as that, but I can't, and anything more? Nope.
I believe that God put her in my life and for me to decide what it was that I wanted. And, what I want is light, not heavy.
C. S. Lewis...ROCKS! Watching the PBS documentary on Freud and Lewis, two seemingly very different people, yet there is a lot of over lap, particularly with their ideas that love is an instinct, and that people are capable of good. They differ where Freud feels that they are equally capable of evil, yet Lewis would dissent. He might state that people are inherently good, given our history ("we haven't killed ourselves, yet"), and that wars happen when people desire good out of their own existence and their "tribes".
I miss being smart.
Throwing away more Tracey stuff was neat. My mom saw a picture of her and I and said "You two looked good together..." and I stated, "Yeah, when we weren't arguing".
I know people consider Evanescence a bit boring, but, honest, I don't. I find them refreshing in the face of Green Day, et. al, because that can get old really quick.
...
I actually PURCHASED an album the other day that I found fantastic...
"The Ditty Bops". Wow. It was awesome.
...
I am so much in a great mood. Wow. I am free.
And, to quote a popular movie, "My eyes are open..."
So, in terms of Miss Lynch, I am done. It's been way too hard to even enjoy.
All we do is "discuss" things and "talk" about serious stuff. I know that she misses that from me a lot. But, that was like Me1.3. And, I feel bad. She doesn't have a lot of CLOSE friends. I know she wants me as that, but I can't, and anything more? Nope.
I believe that God put her in my life and for me to decide what it was that I wanted. And, what I want is light, not heavy.