Apr 02, 2005 18:26
Finally seeing it for the first time. It's really good.
Last night was a very cleansing experience. All is gone. The past is wiped as it pertains to women. Ah. I realized last night that i HAD a lot of leftover baggage. So, I got rid of all of it.
Only friends as women will be and remain friends. All "ex"s are gone. Whew.
It was tough, but i called every one of them that had been trying to be "friends" with and most of them, oddly enough, answered and were pissed. So be it.
Tracey was the hardest. She was crying and shit. Oh, well. She ended things, but wanted to keep me around. I ended them on my terms. Fuck that.
Katie? Well, she understood. She did. She had been wanting more, and I just....I just can't. That was a tough one.
Susan? EASY...thank god.
Michelle, wrote a letter to.
Melanie? Easy.
Ah.
It is nice.