That grey sky morning...

[loveayanami]

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I heard this song so many time when it came out long ago, so far it best matches the feelings for the past year. What i said in the last post was also what i felt and i really have no one to talk it out to anymore. Difficult time as any other i have faced. and i know i may have did the wrong thing, for not waiting. For that i may have focked up

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[reki_san]

that's a nice song

it's incredeblie how hard finding good friends is we fuck up they fuck up and that's in the best cases when they are actualy sincere and not asses wich is too rare.

but it can work i know it can it worked for me took lots of great efforts still does sometimes...but all worth it to have true lasting friendship very complicated but i would not do without..

[loveayanami]

In this case im not even sure. do not know what to think, do not know what to say. im hurt and it feels a peice of my heart was cut out again. three peices missing and i hardly have any left to survive on.

[reki_san]

there is no way to te-contact that person? or have you really done something that bad that it is forever unfogivable?

[loveayanami]

There is one way, and maybe 2 others. Fist is through myspace she still has, the other 2 is by phone or going over to idaho with the last known address i have still when i mailed her manga. ill tell ya the whole thing on msn one day when were both on.