my picture of the park broke!!
I have this huge framed picture of Yellowstone Park in my bathroom. It's nothing special, it's just a black and white of a creek and some trees, kinda nice to look at. Well, it feel off the wall and broke yesterday and there were bring chunks of the glass in my bathtub, and my Grandma always says that when glass breaks, something bad is going to happen.
Well, today, the shit hit the fan. My best friend and I had a huge argument, probably the worst ever, since like 8th grade, but still it was bad. The saddest part, is that she was so angry that she hung up on me AND then texted me back telling me why she was pissed off. First, that's messed up that you couldn't tell me you were angry even though I asked you on the phone. And second, I'm a bad friend (no! I didn't sleep with her boyfriend or the guy she liked) because I'm not good enough. STOP FUCKING MAKING YOURSELF MISERABLE AND GET YOURSELF A FRIEND YOU DESERVE! You know you deserve a better friend and I agree you do, so then why not just get one. Why not just make your life easier? Why not just sever all ties of communication to people that cause you grief in your life? Why??
Stop making it seem like I'm the fuck up in our friendship! If it's causing you so much anger and turmoil because I can't "be all that I can be" for you then let it go! LET IT GO!! Let it fucking go! LET IT GO!!! If I can't be the friend that you need me to be, then don't look for a friend in me! Sometimes I just want to scream, because no one understands me and I don't know how to make people understand me! I'm tired to trying to think of what I did wrong or trying to change myself to make people like me!
I just don't get it! Someone please help me get this! I'm so confused! Aren't you supposed to find yourself when you older and understand more? Why am I still confused like this is 8th grade again? Please help...
Well, today, the shit hit the fan. My best friend and I had a huge argument, probably the worst ever, since like 8th grade, but still it was bad. The saddest part, is that she was so angry that she hung up on me AND then texted me back telling me why she was pissed off. First, that's messed up that you couldn't tell me you were angry even though I asked you on the phone. And second, I'm a bad friend (no! I didn't sleep with her boyfriend or the guy she liked) because I'm not good enough. STOP FUCKING MAKING YOURSELF MISERABLE AND GET YOURSELF A FRIEND YOU DESERVE! You know you deserve a better friend and I agree you do, so then why not just get one. Why not just make your life easier? Why not just sever all ties of communication to people that cause you grief in your life? Why??
Stop making it seem like I'm the fuck up in our friendship! If it's causing you so much anger and turmoil because I can't "be all that I can be" for you then let it go! LET IT GO!! Let it fucking go! LET IT GO!!! If I can't be the friend that you need me to be, then don't look for a friend in me! Sometimes I just want to scream, because no one understands me and I don't know how to make people understand me! I'm tired to trying to think of what I did wrong or trying to change myself to make people like me!
I just don't get it! Someone please help me get this! I'm so confused! Aren't you supposed to find yourself when you older and understand more? Why am I still confused like this is 8th grade again? Please help...