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my heart is spinning, my energy waivering a little. So much intensity this weekend, I'm overwhelmed, feeling sadness and confusion. I only acknowledge this now, I don't want to burden others, and I don't want pity, only healthy connections.
i'm so tired of the same possibilities, won't anything else open up for me? Its hard to not feel hopeless, especially when I have some much to exhert and no place (but to myself) to direct it. I'm waiting, sometimes conscious of this, other times not so much, trying to be content, but can't I fantasize a little?
i'm so tired of the same possibilities, won't anything else open up for me? Its hard to not feel hopeless, especially when I have some much to exhert and no place (but to myself) to direct it. I'm waiting, sometimes conscious of this, other times not so much, trying to be content, but can't I fantasize a little?