Im so frustrated :(
I haven't posted in a very long time, and all I can think about right now is how I want to lose weight. I started fasting, and was losing weight continuously, and feeling great. And then in a few days I had a couple of salads, and I GAINED weight and it hasn't gone down yet! Ugh, I feel terrible.
I'll just do a water and 0-cal drink fast until I just can't fast anymore. God I wish I were thinner. Thank god I have Shy to go through this with. Its so helpful having a your best friend be ana also. Not to mention that we're both unemployed right now, so we hide out in her bed and watch thinspo movies and look at ana forums on our laptops and drive around town not eating and job hunting all day. She keeps me strong, and I keep her strong.
But I want to be thin :(
I'll just do a water and 0-cal drink fast until I just can't fast anymore. God I wish I were thinner. Thank god I have Shy to go through this with. Its so helpful having a your best friend be ana also. Not to mention that we're both unemployed right now, so we hide out in her bed and watch thinspo movies and look at ana forums on our laptops and drive around town not eating and job hunting all day. She keeps me strong, and I keep her strong.
But I want to be thin :(