I'm done
I caved and called Joe tonight. I couldn't help it. I didn't say anything bad, just told him I was upset because of what was going on and the fact that he hadn't called me in 5 days. I asked him why he was leading me on and the fact that I didnt' deserve this treatment. I also asked him to just tell me what he wanted. Not to just leave me hanging like he was doing. Even if he found someone else, he should tell me, and I could handle it. I also told him I was in town for a couple days and that I would love to see him. That is about it. It was a long message...around 4 minutes, but I feel as though I told him how I felt. The fact that he hasnt' responded to anything, is a big fucking JOKE! I can't put up with this and no one should ever have to. He could have at least sent a fucking email message telling me he was super busy. I just can't go through this, my heart can't take it any longer. What he is doing is discusting and perhaps I should look more closely at the facts. Joe likes to play with women...both physically and mentally. For all I know there are several he is doing this with, and maybe I should keep this in mind from here on out. Just forget about his sorry ass and move on.