Apr 06, 2010 14:30
Pairings? Use your imagination! ;D
We all know it's me LOL ;__;
I used the lyrics to It's You by Super Junior and expanded them into a really, REALLY short story.
Depressing aren't I? I could've had a happy ending, but sadly I have no self confidence and this is how I truly see myself in a story. ><'
Please comment if you read it! Even hate is acceptable ;3
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: PG?
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“What?” You looked at me like I had said something unimaginable. Something that seemed crazy to even think, let alone truly feel. “I don't need anyone else, I just want you.” You still seemed surprised, as if you still thought you heard me wrong. But you didn't, I knew that, and now you know too, since you're standing here with a troubled look on your face.
“Why? Why are you telling me this now?” Even though I had suspected I wasn't the only one, I still hoped that, somehow, I was wrong. Somehow, I was just being over paranoid. But no, I wouldn't be that blessed. Even though I knew you might already have a different lover, I couldn't turn back.
There's nothing I can do now.
Yet here we stand, just staring at each other. “I don't know. I felt like I had to tell you before time passed too much.” I stared at the ground while you sighed. “You know... I.... I can't accept that... It's too late.”
Yes, I know this love is wrong. I've always known, but that didn't stop me from loving you. I don't need any words, I just want you. Even though people would look at me like I was a fool, I still chose you.
You caught my eye, and in that moment, you drove a nail into my heart. Regretfully, I chose you. “I understand.” I look at you, by some miracle and twist of fate, I manage not to cry. I manage not to break down and cling to you, begging for you to not leave. I manage to make you believe that I will be okay.
Tic. Tic. Tic.
I watch you leave, knowing that nothing I do will make you turn around to look at me. I would do anything, anything at all, just to make you stay. But I know, even if I tell you I love you a ten thousand times, until my heart bursts into flames, it will only ever be you. But for you, it isn't that way. For you, it's only her.
More time passes, until I realize I can't let you go. I call your name, but you don't reply. But I still wait for you. Why don't you know? For me, it's you. Maybe, when in the next life we are two different people, maybe we can be together. Since I know that when I am born again, it will still be you. It's raining now, and I'm still standing here. White air surrounds my cold, trembling lips as the rain covers my tears, and I fall to my knees, whispering.
“Neorago.”
junior,
you,
it's,
super,
oneshot