regret2/?
the next chapter is here. the pairnig now seems to be gacktxkami, gacktxyou(past), manaxkami, gacktxkamijo(later)
~~~~~still 11 years ago~~~~~~`
Kami woke up in the middle of the night. This rarely happen ever since he moved in with Gackt. Feeling weird he turned over only to find his lover missing.
He got off to look for Gackt but found nobody. He only found a letter in the dinning.
Dear Kami,
I’m so sorry. I have to leave. I can’t stand it anymore. I’ve called my friends from Kyoto and we’ve decided to go to America. We haven’t decided what to do but it’s best for us to be away to somewhere that people don’t recognise me. Kami please during my absence do not forget about me. I don’t know how long I will be away but I promise I will be back as soon as possible when things dies down. I know that asking you to come is just a waste as Malice Mizer is you flesh and blood, your soul. Asking you to break apart from it is similar to ripping your soul.
Kami when I find a place there I will write to you. We can keep in touch like this ne. Be well when I’m gone. Remember, no matter what happens, I will always love only you, no want can ever change that.
Gackt.
Tears keep flowing down from Kami’s eyes.”You idiot, Malice Mizer means nothing to me without you”. “How am I going to live without you”? “I don’t l know what to do anymore”.
Again and again Kami keep saying this. Indulging himself with alcohol.
It’s already been days Mana dint see Kami. He is getting really worried. Will Kami now quit because he kicked Gackt out.
‘Is Kami angry? No, Kami too agreed on this. Maybe Gackt locked him in not allowing him to come here. Yes yes , that must be it. I should pay them a visit. If I’m there Gackt wouldn’t dare to do anything.’
Mana arrived at Gackt’s house. There was a gloomy aura. He rang the door bell but he told himself that if no one is answering that, he would barge in.
Kami heard the door bell. All of a sudden, his face brightens up. ‘Gackt changed his mind. He is back.’ Quickly he headed to the door banging into some of the furniture on the way. Kami cursed and wished that he isn’t this drunk.
“Gackt you're home” Came hugging Mana. “Gackt please tell me you have changed your mind. Don’t leave me ever again”
Mana is surprised. Why is Kami saying this? “. “Kami, I’m not Gackt. What happened to you? Kami how much have you drank?”
Kami pulled back, only to find the man in front of him is not Gackt but Mana. “Sorry,....... Mana can you please leave. I’m not feeling well.” Kami turn around and closed the door.
No way is Mana leaving him like this. Mana helped himself in. “Kami, what happen here. Where is Gackt. Why dint you come to work. Kami why are you drinking in tge morning”
“MANA I SAID LEAVE!”. Kami shouted and falled down. “You! It’s because of you he left. It’s because of you my Gackt-chan left”
“I don’t understand what are you saying. What do you mean he left?”
“Gackt called You-san, his ex-boyfriend , and they’ve went to America with his old friends. He said he will always love me no matter what in his letter, but i don’t believe him. We all know that Gackt can’t live without sex. Soon after a few days, he will no longer care of me but him”
Mana holds Kami tightly. He felt so hurt seeing Kami like this. Kami continue crying until sleep took over.
‘Kami’s face is so calm now. He looks like he haven’t eating anything.’ Mana said to himself. ‘ Gackt is gone now..... Wait! Gackt is gone. Kami looks like he lost hopes on Gackt. Maybe, Kami will come to me’.
Mana looked at Kami. ”I will make you mine. I will make you forget your Gackt-chan”. Mana started to caress Kami, placing his lips of Kami’s. Slowly Mana started to strip Kami.
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~~~~~still 11 years ago~~~~~~`
Kami woke up in the middle of the night. This rarely happen ever since he moved in with Gackt. Feeling weird he turned over only to find his lover missing.
He got off to look for Gackt but found nobody. He only found a letter in the dinning.
Dear Kami,
I’m so sorry. I have to leave. I can’t stand it anymore. I’ve called my friends from Kyoto and we’ve decided to go to America. We haven’t decided what to do but it’s best for us to be away to somewhere that people don’t recognise me. Kami please during my absence do not forget about me. I don’t know how long I will be away but I promise I will be back as soon as possible when things dies down. I know that asking you to come is just a waste as Malice Mizer is you flesh and blood, your soul. Asking you to break apart from it is similar to ripping your soul.
Kami when I find a place there I will write to you. We can keep in touch like this ne. Be well when I’m gone. Remember, no matter what happens, I will always love only you, no want can ever change that.
Gackt.
Tears keep flowing down from Kami’s eyes.”You idiot, Malice Mizer means nothing to me without you”. “How am I going to live without you”? “I don’t l know what to do anymore”.
Again and again Kami keep saying this. Indulging himself with alcohol.
It’s already been days Mana dint see Kami. He is getting really worried. Will Kami now quit because he kicked Gackt out.
‘Is Kami angry? No, Kami too agreed on this. Maybe Gackt locked him in not allowing him to come here. Yes yes , that must be it. I should pay them a visit. If I’m there Gackt wouldn’t dare to do anything.’
Mana arrived at Gackt’s house. There was a gloomy aura. He rang the door bell but he told himself that if no one is answering that, he would barge in.
Kami heard the door bell. All of a sudden, his face brightens up. ‘Gackt changed his mind. He is back.’ Quickly he headed to the door banging into some of the furniture on the way. Kami cursed and wished that he isn’t this drunk.
“Gackt you're home” Came hugging Mana. “Gackt please tell me you have changed your mind. Don’t leave me ever again”
Mana is surprised. Why is Kami saying this? “. “Kami, I’m not Gackt. What happened to you? Kami how much have you drank?”
Kami pulled back, only to find the man in front of him is not Gackt but Mana. “Sorry,....... Mana can you please leave. I’m not feeling well.” Kami turn around and closed the door.
No way is Mana leaving him like this. Mana helped himself in. “Kami, what happen here. Where is Gackt. Why dint you come to work. Kami why are you drinking in tge morning”
“MANA I SAID LEAVE!”. Kami shouted and falled down. “You! It’s because of you he left. It’s because of you my Gackt-chan left”
“I don’t understand what are you saying. What do you mean he left?”
“Gackt called You-san, his ex-boyfriend , and they’ve went to America with his old friends. He said he will always love me no matter what in his letter, but i don’t believe him. We all know that Gackt can’t live without sex. Soon after a few days, he will no longer care of me but him”
Mana holds Kami tightly. He felt so hurt seeing Kami like this. Kami continue crying until sleep took over.
‘Kami’s face is so calm now. He looks like he haven’t eating anything.’ Mana said to himself. ‘ Gackt is gone now..... Wait! Gackt is gone. Kami looks like he lost hopes on Gackt. Maybe, Kami will come to me’.
Mana looked at Kami. ”I will make you mine. I will make you forget your Gackt-chan”. Mana started to caress Kami, placing his lips of Kami’s. Slowly Mana started to strip Kami.
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