not feeling it this morning. extremely self-conscious. extremely irritable. just wanna lay in bed and sleep away the pain im feeling inside. i push away someone that is so sweet to me and attentive; something im so not used to. morning is off to a shitty start. deactivated facebook. lets see how long that lasts for.

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time is passing as quickly as water through white rapids.and as much as i want to steer my own vessel, i cant help but lay down on the job more often than none. im an avid dreamer. i dream just as much as i breathe, and often find myself completely happy within my own head. i guess im detatched from reality, but sometimes its the best way to get ( Read more... )