Jun 04, 2008 23:14
ive been so fucking bummed out all week. for like, days on end it seems. and now that im done pms'ing, its like, now what? whats the reason behind all this sad,depressed,angry,morbid selina?
dude, i dont know. but i think im making my body fall apart. im really sick...my throat is scratchy, my head is always pounding, my hand is in serious pain. im all mopey at work, dont wanna be around anyone. just want some fucking peace and quiet. i get home, and oh my lord, the house is a fucking barnyard. like, there are kids everywhere, including bubba, whos not really a kid anymore, but is fucking obnoxious.
i went insane. i wanted to fucking die. melt away into the bed. err, the feelings are getting stronger and stronger.
im waiting for grace to get back from westcov, so we can go to the gym, but i dont know if shes gonna pll through.
we went yesterday, like, 1am. got back round 2:30am. i was so exhausted this morning. like, fuck.
but damn, having a workout partner is tight,. she motivates me to keep going when i wanted to call it quits.
i sweat, alot. :) my back was wet. for once. :D
im gonna go dance.
peace.
oh yeah, and immortal technique is coming to town soon.
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