as for me, i'm coming to my final failure.
i'm pissed.
that's my stage.
i am just so fucking angry about all of it. i hate andy. i hate how he treated me, i hate the girl he turned me into and i hate myself for falling for it. and i hate how i still think about him! and i hate ian and coty and all those who are friends with him. at one point i was okay with everything, but now i'm just mad. i'm mad at what he did to me and all i want to do is call him and let him know how much he hurt me.
how do i let go?
especially with jared right now, it's so weird to find a boy i click with as well i did with andy. and it's scary. because i like him, and he's not andy.
andy screwed me over and i can't waste anymore time on him, i want to be normal! i need a level-head!
that's my stage.
i am just so fucking angry about all of it. i hate andy. i hate how he treated me, i hate the girl he turned me into and i hate myself for falling for it. and i hate how i still think about him! and i hate ian and coty and all those who are friends with him. at one point i was okay with everything, but now i'm just mad. i'm mad at what he did to me and all i want to do is call him and let him know how much he hurt me.
how do i let go?
especially with jared right now, it's so weird to find a boy i click with as well i did with andy. and it's scary. because i like him, and he's not andy.
andy screwed me over and i can't waste anymore time on him, i want to be normal! i need a level-head!