whoa.
So last night was fun.
After my birthday party, I went out to the girls basketball game with Laura and Sarah, but we only stayed for the first half because it was boring, the girls were loosing, and Sarah and I didn't feel like staying.
So we went downtown to Joe's. Fun time. Then walked to Laura's mom's store and chilled there for a bit, before heading over to Jo's house. Jo prank called Shuan, and it was the funniest thing ever. Ah. that girl is crazy. : ) And shaun was so confused it made my day.
So, from Jo's we went to Aaron's house, where he, Shaun and Al were chilling, but his dog was scary, and it was boring, so we left there and went to The Friendly Toast, and I love hot cooc, and OH BOY was that fun.
These three drunk guys came in, and they sat at the booth like diagonal from us, and this one kept starring at me, and I was trying not to laugh or stare back, but finnally I was just like "hey" and we started to chat. He asked me my name, and I told him it was Lorretta. He told me his name, and the names of his two friends --Brian, Denny, and I don't remember. One of them was wearing the ugliest shirt and an ugly hat and "10% night time percription glasses". oh jeez, he looked like an idiot, but he was the sober one, so it's ok.
So the guy that was starring at me asked if we could combine tables, but I was like, "oh no, actually we are just getting ready to leave," (which we were), and he was like "oh, okay..." and he continued on the convo, and like 5 seconds later moved over right next to me. I was like, sweet. So all started talking and he was asking questions like where we from and where we went to school...like all others, he thought we were older than we really were. He asked us if we smoked the green stuff, and I told him, no, cocaine only. I think he believed me. So I guess they get drunk then go skiing? Nice. He asked us who had the cutest butt, I was like, um...okay kid, but then obviously answered "me". Ah...Somehow they thought Laura had a kid? Oh man, I couldn't stop laughing. This guy was seriously hillariously drunk, but so creep at the same time. He was like leaning so close to me. I was like..umm, ok buddy. But anyway, we totally had a nice chat with them. I <3 drunks. They are so friendly. : )
Eh...so after that, we went to pick up one of Jo's friends, then dropped them off at Jo's house, and Sarah Laura and I went back to Laura's for a sleep over. Hot dog. I <3 Laura's chair. I also love that Sarah and I stayed up talking and Laura snores. haha...yeah.
We totally woke up at like 12:30 this morning, or at least I did, and like an hour later we decided to go to the Sunrise Grill for breakfast. YUM. I was so hungry. ah. After breakfast I dropped them both off at home, then went to get gas.
It was totally cool that the sign said "$1.67 REGULAR" and then every gas pump said "SUPER ONLY" I was like, nice. But whatever. I got gas elsewhere, then went home.
I did some homework, and slept a bit, then I got my mail --from yesterday. I saw that my progess report had come, but I didn't try to hide it.
My dad saw it, and yelled. Although in way I don't blame him, I saw my grades in my classes as well.
***36 in H. English
***61 in USH
***47 in precal
***59 in Spanish 3
***and Ms. Landers wants to conference w. my parents
---I have no privledges to go anywhere besides school, or do anything, no car, no phone, no credit card --NO LIFE. But that is okay, because I am fucking moron and I am not getting into college with the grades that I have, and I am a dissapointment and embarrassment and I shouuld be ashamed that I am turning out like my brother did his last year of school, and that is unacceptable because it makes my dad look bad. In a nut shell. There is more, but I don't think I stopped listening.
I <3 having Eliza home. I told her that I hated being at home most of the time, and that dad was an asshole and I couldn't stand to be around him (which has always been the case) but she noticed there was something wrong. It is really sad that she has been home for like 3 days and noticed a problem, where as my dad who has been here the whole time is still clueless. Or maybe he knows, he just doesn't want to be the blame so makes up excuses? I don't know.
I do know that tomorrow morning I will be paying a visit to Miss Shofner to ask her to conference with my mother (not my dad) and tell her what is up with me, because everytime I try to tell my parents I can't say it directly and they completely misunderstand everything and remain completely clueless.
Ugh. my head hurts wicked badly.
After my birthday party, I went out to the girls basketball game with Laura and Sarah, but we only stayed for the first half because it was boring, the girls were loosing, and Sarah and I didn't feel like staying.
So we went downtown to Joe's. Fun time. Then walked to Laura's mom's store and chilled there for a bit, before heading over to Jo's house. Jo prank called Shuan, and it was the funniest thing ever. Ah. that girl is crazy. : ) And shaun was so confused it made my day.
So, from Jo's we went to Aaron's house, where he, Shaun and Al were chilling, but his dog was scary, and it was boring, so we left there and went to The Friendly Toast, and I love hot cooc, and OH BOY was that fun.
These three drunk guys came in, and they sat at the booth like diagonal from us, and this one kept starring at me, and I was trying not to laugh or stare back, but finnally I was just like "hey" and we started to chat. He asked me my name, and I told him it was Lorretta. He told me his name, and the names of his two friends --Brian, Denny, and I don't remember. One of them was wearing the ugliest shirt and an ugly hat and "10% night time percription glasses". oh jeez, he looked like an idiot, but he was the sober one, so it's ok.
So the guy that was starring at me asked if we could combine tables, but I was like, "oh no, actually we are just getting ready to leave," (which we were), and he was like "oh, okay..." and he continued on the convo, and like 5 seconds later moved over right next to me. I was like, sweet. So all started talking and he was asking questions like where we from and where we went to school...like all others, he thought we were older than we really were. He asked us if we smoked the green stuff, and I told him, no, cocaine only. I think he believed me. So I guess they get drunk then go skiing? Nice. He asked us who had the cutest butt, I was like, um...okay kid, but then obviously answered "me". Ah...Somehow they thought Laura had a kid? Oh man, I couldn't stop laughing. This guy was seriously hillariously drunk, but so creep at the same time. He was like leaning so close to me. I was like..umm, ok buddy. But anyway, we totally had a nice chat with them. I <3 drunks. They are so friendly. : )
Eh...so after that, we went to pick up one of Jo's friends, then dropped them off at Jo's house, and Sarah Laura and I went back to Laura's for a sleep over. Hot dog. I <3 Laura's chair. I also love that Sarah and I stayed up talking and Laura snores. haha...yeah.
We totally woke up at like 12:30 this morning, or at least I did, and like an hour later we decided to go to the Sunrise Grill for breakfast. YUM. I was so hungry. ah. After breakfast I dropped them both off at home, then went to get gas.
It was totally cool that the sign said "$1.67 REGULAR" and then every gas pump said "SUPER ONLY" I was like, nice. But whatever. I got gas elsewhere, then went home.
I did some homework, and slept a bit, then I got my mail --from yesterday. I saw that my progess report had come, but I didn't try to hide it.
My dad saw it, and yelled. Although in way I don't blame him, I saw my grades in my classes as well.
***36 in H. English
***61 in USH
***47 in precal
***59 in Spanish 3
***and Ms. Landers wants to conference w. my parents
---I have no privledges to go anywhere besides school, or do anything, no car, no phone, no credit card --NO LIFE. But that is okay, because I am fucking moron and I am not getting into college with the grades that I have, and I am a dissapointment and embarrassment and I shouuld be ashamed that I am turning out like my brother did his last year of school, and that is unacceptable because it makes my dad look bad. In a nut shell. There is more, but I don't think I stopped listening.
I <3 having Eliza home. I told her that I hated being at home most of the time, and that dad was an asshole and I couldn't stand to be around him (which has always been the case) but she noticed there was something wrong. It is really sad that she has been home for like 3 days and noticed a problem, where as my dad who has been here the whole time is still clueless. Or maybe he knows, he just doesn't want to be the blame so makes up excuses? I don't know.
I do know that tomorrow morning I will be paying a visit to Miss Shofner to ask her to conference with my mother (not my dad) and tell her what is up with me, because everytime I try to tell my parents I can't say it directly and they completely misunderstand everything and remain completely clueless.
Ugh. my head hurts wicked badly.