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There're many things in the world that i know of which could actually drive me insane. My friends are one of them, eespecially some. They're not people that I'd generally call friends but more of acquaintances that i have no choice other than be with. In these times, the only people that would keep me feeling sane are my secondary school friends and my mother. I have this crazy thing about keeping my poly mates and secondary friends apart. It's like I'm two different people and i don't want them to know the other one. Going back, I realized something about my friendships with my secondary school friends, however foul my mood is by being upset by...., talking with them makes me feel relaxed. The familiarity calms me.