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So I've been trying to stay easily amused on this tour with John but I think I've come to the end of my rope...Zac wants me to come home and I miss Brittany like mad and I hear she is back in LA so I'm thinking...I may go home. Just to see them and spend a little time with them if I can. I know it's wrong of me to think that I can just jolt home and have them there and waiting for me but...well I just hope they will still wanna see me even though I've been all MIA with John the past...err..month? I miss my mommy too, like crazy :(
Speaking of the past month, I have had so much fun...and the people on John's crew have made me feel so comfortable...it's like a 2nd home. Granted everyone seems to have a job to do but me, so I just hang around and take up space, supplying smooches here and there but it's still been a blast. The things these guys come up with to do on a bus is just...amazing. They've just wrapped up some sort of pie contest that I've actually just been trying to stay out of the way of. Things can get rather messy around here, if you aren't careful.
Erm, I haven't told John I'm leaving yet and I'm not exactly sure he's gonna be happy about it...I guess I should have talked to him before I updated huh? It's just...hard to get alone time with him and when I do, the last thing I want to think about is leaving. I love being with him. Even when we're both just in our PJ's, cuddling and talking and teasing each other about our quirks...I love it. And it's gonna suck to go home but I think it's what I need right now. If he'll have me...I'll come back in a few weeks. I'm sure he'd like the space too. It's like a catch 22. I wanna stay but I wanna go, he wants me to stay but...I'm sure he can handle me going. I'm gonna miss him.
I'm feeling good these days. I'm having fun and I feel relaxed and I'm just...content. Happy even. I just miss my friends.
Hi Chris and Billy. I miss you both.
Speaking of the past month, I have had so much fun...and the people on John's crew have made me feel so comfortable...it's like a 2nd home. Granted everyone seems to have a job to do but me, so I just hang around and take up space, supplying smooches here and there but it's still been a blast. The things these guys come up with to do on a bus is just...amazing. They've just wrapped up some sort of pie contest that I've actually just been trying to stay out of the way of. Things can get rather messy around here, if you aren't careful.
Erm, I haven't told John I'm leaving yet and I'm not exactly sure he's gonna be happy about it...I guess I should have talked to him before I updated huh? It's just...hard to get alone time with him and when I do, the last thing I want to think about is leaving. I love being with him. Even when we're both just in our PJ's, cuddling and talking and teasing each other about our quirks...I love it. And it's gonna suck to go home but I think it's what I need right now. If he'll have me...I'll come back in a few weeks. I'm sure he'd like the space too. It's like a catch 22. I wanna stay but I wanna go, he wants me to stay but...I'm sure he can handle me going. I'm gonna miss him.
I'm feeling good these days. I'm having fun and I feel relaxed and I'm just...content. Happy even. I just miss my friends.
Hi Chris and Billy. I miss you both.