gross
well i stayed up all night and i dont plan on sleeping becuz im just too stressed out, i have been online all fucking night.just waiting for morning to come.so i can go home and lay there half alive and all that stuff.i just wish i could go to californis right fucking now, so i can tell if i want to live there or not, im not even as near missing here or what i would be anyway to what iv'e left behind there. i just dont know what to do with myself anymore. no one likes me and i dont blame them at all. look at me .i let myself get so disgusting. i am completly flawwed by myself.eew