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so it's 3:35 or something in the morning and all i have to do is sit here on ambra's computer and stay awake all night for no appearent reason, i just am bored and didnt want to get off this thing earlier. so...............we had some fucking idiots call us, they were in texas. they were so gay.so anyways enuff about gaywads, and more about what shall i di tomarrow. i think i will lay around and have a day for myself, i never get that. i will sleep in and i will lay around then i will do it all over again! yay!god, i have no friends, except for ambra , michelle , and........im drawing a permanent blank. thats all i have , wow.....................................................sigh, i need some one to hang out with, i know how boring i seem , but im not that way at all once you get to know me , yay of course if we hang out like 4 or 5 times thats not that much but once we're good friends, like maybe 2 months or so im a funny - make - you - pee - your - pants person, i promise , all i want is a new friend. i am very sad, all the time .i need a push on my broken swing.but no one's ther to push me . no one's got my back..................blah, sadness, who fucking cares? there only 1 person, which is sad (that theres only one) GOD. i have been able to say that now for like almost a year now. so many tears wasted , or planned?