expelling

[lovabletink]

The silver linging

a sliver of delicate lace
interweaving through the clouds
peaking out in peculiar places

The strange joy in a confusing situation.
The easy contentment
The secret pleasure of moments
The security of being held close

even when the feeling is cautious and possibly temporary
alive at moments, vividly, but mostly muted
questioning, wondering, confused
the feelings reach out slowly
tentitively
afraid they will be caught in a trap
a trap of misery or a trap of an entirely different design
a desicion to be made
but im not one for making them
not lightly