Sep 16, 2005 19:54
I thought college was going to be a fun experience. I didnt think of the difficulties i would have to endure. I hate it. I want to go home. THis could be the severe hang over talking but it could also be just the truth.
I got drunk out of my mind last night and i dont know why. From now on im not drinking while im still taking my meds. At home it wasnt really a problem, if i drank too much i could go lay down, but the atmosphere is so unstable here that I kept myself to my limit and still ended up puking everywhere.
Last night was the worst night i ever had.
what a statement right? I dunno I have NEVER puked anywhere but in a toilet, and last night i puked on myself and i think a few other people, and i remember it all. I had very little to eat, theres my first problem, and i didn't feel good, problem number two, yet i still decided to go out, maybe it was five beers that made me sick, maybe it was that i made a fool out of myself, lost my connect card, so im sitting here right now waiting for an appointment and unable to eat lunch because the new card that i just got made isnt working yet. I can scan to get in buildings but i dont have my flex dollars or my meal plan attached to it yet.
GO ME!
I almost got arrested because this cop came over to me and shined a flashlight in my eyes and heres the convo as i remember it:
Nice Lady COp who let me off: Are you alright?
me: yeah i'm just really upset
nlcwlmo: are you sure? Did you have anything to drink tonight?
me: Not really
nlcwlmo: not really? what does that mean?
me: No i didnt drink anything tonight I'm just upset.
nlcwlmo: Your upset then? Is that why your laying in the grass? Because i wouldnt ever want to lay in the wet grass.
me: I dont even care about the grass, I'm just upset i lost my connect card and i can't get back into the building
nlcwlmo: they wont let you back in the building? Have you tried?
me:No, i just know that you need your card to get back in, and i don't have any kind of id on me
nlcwlmo: why don't you call your RA or the RD or something?
me: I didnt even think of that
nlcwlmo: alright well get inside then
me: okay thank you
the nice lady cop who let me off walks away and i put my head back on my shirt and lay down still very upset and
kinda wasted..i had only had five beers, my usual cut off...but silly me i forgot i was on sudafed, dayquill, and ibprofin along with my usual medsand i had only had one small meal that day. I just got a new card and didnt need to, my old one was in jackies car....argggggg lol so much crap....i finally get back into the building and shower off get into bed...
then my room mates are like lets have a dance party, so im like wooo lets go and im dancing around in a borrowed shirt and
a pair of shorts, and pretty underwear, cause i wanted to wear pretty underwear, i picked out the underwear with swirls
on them....silly drunk kid...then i run down the hall to see whats going on....sang sweet home alabama in a random
hallway with these random kids and its about 2....the fire alarm goes off.
i run back to my room get my flip flops and run down the stairs outside where i wander around in a really buzzed way trying
to find people i know...found them half past out on the ground laying on my friend katie, and then getting told to go in
not go in then finally allowed back in around 4:15. Hows that for an awesome night?