I don't know what to do...

[lovable2gulible]

Alright, I know it’s been forever since I’ve updated…again…but let me just say, that it’s mostly Myspace.com’s fault! My cousin wasn’t joking, it is so addicting! Whenever I have time to get on the computer, I’m usually on myspace. So, if you guys have one, request me as a friend cuz that would be cool! My profile name is just Keri. I love having a

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[schizufrenick]

I'm sorry that you feel used Keri, and that you might have been used for whatever may have happened between you two. I know it must be difficult about the situation as well, I'm sure everyone who replies here has felt the same, unfortunately, at one time or another. I know how it goes ... You gave a part of yourself to someone that no one else has had from you and now you might be getting nothing, but it's worse then getting nothing in return.

My own personal experience was giving love itself to someone. Giving love, time, effort, sacrifices, trust ... so much in so little time, then, after a year I watched it all crumble down in ten minutes. It was done. Now after beginning anew with someone whom I cherish and deeply care about I can't tell them I love them or I'm unsure of if I even can because I'm afraid of what happened before. No one wants to hurt like that. I cried everyday for a long time before it passed.

The best advice I can give about it is to see if he really is interested in you or if he was out for something. Ask him directly and explain how you feel and why. If not, you have to accept what did happen and just flow with time because it is the only thing that can heal you. As for a true relationship you just have to wait and let time tell you but be open to anything, but also I ask you be very careful and not make yourself vulnerable. You're a beautiful girl and a friend if you need anything you know my number to call me anytime for anything.

[lovable2gulible]

I'm sorry about your experience Jacob. I can't imagine what that must of been like to go through. I hope you feel like you've grown and are stronger from going through all that.
And thanks for the advice. Sometimes i tend to get vulnerable, and that's not good. I'm glad you pointed that out cuz i'm going to have to remember that from now on. And i know i have to wait and let time tell. Sometimes it's really frustrating though....oh well....
Thanks for leaving a comment Jacob and giving me advice. I really appreciate it! *hugs*