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[lovabeth]

I don't want to hear about why I'm okay
I can be okay on my own.
I dont need your pity
I don't need your petty words
I don't need you
or anyone else.
I'm fine.
so
load me up
leave me be
i can control everything
and nothing at the same time
strap on a blissful demeanor
strap on a novel of assurance
blissful ignorance
you leave me be