Insecure about grades.
Insecurity was making me feel anxious earlier today. I saw my biochem final percentage - 72%. Is that a C? Is that a B? Is that a C-!? I dunno!
I felt so insecure, I felt so horrible. What if I messed everything up? My statistics grade was not so strong going into finals. My separations final was TERRIBLE,and my reactors final was not at all what I thought it was going to be... I may have not made a great grade in my military class, though it was only one credit.
I needed a hug really bad...
I don't have someone to call up for a hug. I don't really have anything in moments like that...
Sometimes I turn to TV, other times stories, fanfiction writing, porn, movies, food, chocolate, sweets, running, sleep... Anything to get my mind to go away, anything to make my body stop the anxious feelings. I hate that tight chest feeling, I hate that feeling of wanting/needing to cry, that feel that I'm all alone and dying...
It's better now; I just wish I had someone to talk to.
Hi. My grades might be bad. I tried, I don't feel secure about them. I didn't try hard enough though, I'm sorry. I didn't do well, I know that. Am I still good enough?
I felt so insecure, I felt so horrible. What if I messed everything up? My statistics grade was not so strong going into finals. My separations final was TERRIBLE,and my reactors final was not at all what I thought it was going to be... I may have not made a great grade in my military class, though it was only one credit.
I needed a hug really bad...
I don't have someone to call up for a hug. I don't really have anything in moments like that...
Sometimes I turn to TV, other times stories, fanfiction writing, porn, movies, food, chocolate, sweets, running, sleep... Anything to get my mind to go away, anything to make my body stop the anxious feelings. I hate that tight chest feeling, I hate that feeling of wanting/needing to cry, that feel that I'm all alone and dying...
It's better now; I just wish I had someone to talk to.
Hi. My grades might be bad. I tried, I don't feel secure about them. I didn't try hard enough though, I'm sorry. I didn't do well, I know that. Am I still good enough?