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Okay so he does care. Now this week he said was just as busy and i dont expect much talking to, but id like a lil more than once a week...but so this week i get a fairly long email every day and so far a call on tuesday and thursday and then he said hed try on saturday when he got back or he would def on sunday. i mean seriously, is this just gunna be for one week to make me happy? the funny thing was that all of his emails and all of his talks didnt seem to be forced, like he actually was sounding real sweet in some of them, maybe he realized it likes it this way too. i dunooo. but i hate all these emotional rides he takes me on, i cant be so upset and hurt one week and then the next week everything is fine? i duno, it seems unhealthy. haha but maybe i finally got my point across, well see how the rest of the semester goes. SUMMER is almost here and im sooooo excited! weve got big plans. too bad he goes back mid august for stupid track. ughhh. o well.
So prom is today! i woke up at like 8 i duno why! but i got lil things i gotta do before kelsey comes over, then im doing her hair! and getting mine done at 2, im really excited cause its the first time ive ever gotten it "done" before. so lets hope it looks great! Its kinda weird not going with ben...especially since its at the same place as last year, but i think kevin will be a lot of fun too. lets hope he doesnt go completly horny on me though, that would be bad. and even though my dad is upset about it, hes letting me go to elyses house that night. he thinks im obsessed with prom because of all the planning ive been asking him about and how a month ago i was already getting ready by finding my dress...dad, its not my fault you dint go to yours and you hated it! but seriously...its my last dance and its prom!
O and if next year when im in college things are gunna be gay like this, than whoa! i dunno what im gunna do! like last night my mom was tellnig me to get to bed and it was only like 10 sitll, i dont get to bed until 11 on school nights. are you serious with this?! 2 more weeks and were done with high school! whoopppeee!! well back to cleaning.
<3 Lindsay
So prom is today! i woke up at like 8 i duno why! but i got lil things i gotta do before kelsey comes over, then im doing her hair! and getting mine done at 2, im really excited cause its the first time ive ever gotten it "done" before. so lets hope it looks great! Its kinda weird not going with ben...especially since its at the same place as last year, but i think kevin will be a lot of fun too. lets hope he doesnt go completly horny on me though, that would be bad. and even though my dad is upset about it, hes letting me go to elyses house that night. he thinks im obsessed with prom because of all the planning ive been asking him about and how a month ago i was already getting ready by finding my dress...dad, its not my fault you dint go to yours and you hated it! but seriously...its my last dance and its prom!
O and if next year when im in college things are gunna be gay like this, than whoa! i dunno what im gunna do! like last night my mom was tellnig me to get to bed and it was only like 10 sitll, i dont get to bed until 11 on school nights. are you serious with this?! 2 more weeks and were done with high school! whoopppeee!! well back to cleaning.
<3 Lindsay