Jan 04, 2006 12:10
Wow, I haven't posted in a while... oh well, I'm posting now aren't I? Well, I'm kinda in a sucky and depressed mood... because everything sucks! I went to the mall last night with Jane and Kristi, and I don't know, I just felt so sad and out of the loop and everything. And seeing Kristi and Jane so happy and crazy in love with thier boyfriend's, I kinda am losing hope that I'll ever find someone... and it just makes me feel like jumping off a bridge, and it makes me feel like cutting again... I don't want to revert back to cutting, but everything makes me sad now... I don't know, I just want to jump off a bulding...
friends,
rl update,
boys