oy vey
i'm on my 2nd day of prozac. i am NOT amused. about 5 hours after i take the pill, i am overcome with this dizziness and basically, wackiness. like i'm drunk, speeding, high and trippin' balls at the same time.and i can't quite make words and conversation easily. and after the wackiness goes away a bit, i am sooooo tired. i got off work about 2 and after a ridiculous half hour in the post office mailing 1 parcel and a ridiculous attempt to park near my apartment what with the student-assholes; i went h0ome and baiscally passed out until 7. not cool. it's like i was really really drunk and couldn't make my brain or body do anything.
i'm open to trying pharmaceuticals. logically, i'll be on something for like, 6 months until i get my shit together and balanced and squared away. 6 months of this? helllll no. there's a reason i'm not down with taking lsd. and this is it. fuuuuuck.
i want a cocktail of 5-htp, b vitamin complex, omega 3 fish oil, and a balanced diet. i want meat, fruit, vegetables. olive oil. wholemilk yogurt. fish. etc. but these things are not $4 at wal-mart.
fuuuuuuuck.
i'm open to trying pharmaceuticals. logically, i'll be on something for like, 6 months until i get my shit together and balanced and squared away. 6 months of this? helllll no. there's a reason i'm not down with taking lsd. and this is it. fuuuuuck.
i want a cocktail of 5-htp, b vitamin complex, omega 3 fish oil, and a balanced diet. i want meat, fruit, vegetables. olive oil. wholemilk yogurt. fish. etc. but these things are not $4 at wal-mart.
fuuuuuuuck.