In spike of you..
Dear LJ,
So it's been awhile... Quick recap:
-John was accidentally shot in the back and is now paralyzed from the chest down.
It has been extremely hard on everyone. And although I know I shouldn't.. I constantly blame myself for not being in his life to PERHAPS prevent what happened. I wish our break up wouldn't have been so rough, because then it wouldn't be soo ackward when I visit him now... I wonder if he will find it weird when I tell him that I never took his pictures down and I have his picture as my background on my phone.. He's the last thing I see before going to bed and the first thing I see in the morning. I can't help that he's always in my thoughts.. I love my gordo.
-I've had a new male enter my life and well he's here to stay...
Ladybug love <3
I'm ready...
-Last night Jose & Lil Danny accidentally caught on fire at some house and the story is SUPER fishy and weird.
Jose has burns on 90% of his body and may not make it.
Lil Danny didn't go to the hospital right away and now has an infection in his arm and it may need to be amputated.
John's mom & dad have both called me today to remind me how important I am to them. And although they weren't able to save their son from being caught up in this "lifestyle" they hope all these incidents serve me as an eye opener.
If people only knew how things are about to change..
Fuck what anyone thinks.. i'm excitedasfuck.com!
there's a beating heart baby,
kLL